I had fun, last night I thought
You were here, dreaming is tough
I’ll take all the good with bad
As I think of you it makes me glad
I know you, like the back of my hand
You see through, all I can stand
It doesn’t matter ,If I stay or I go
Keep dreaming
Keep dreaming
How can love be this hard?
You’re the sweetest thing could I ever deserve your heart
But fighting your apathy is getting the best of me
Wish you could just let it go
Wish you’d jus t let it all go
You know my weakness please
Don’t play with my sympathies
I wish you could just let it go
I wish you’d just let it all go
Your kisses feel like little games
I’m losing, all I want is to play
Your touch is misleading me now
I’m lost but I’d rather not be found
So ill face each, day with new views
For love’s sake I think I’m growing on you
you tell me, you tell me
keep dreaming, keep dreaming
Its sad cause you know, cause you know, cause you know,
That I’m not
Going anywhere, and you know, you know if you’re feeling alone
I would be right there by your side
Oh you cry, oh you cry, that you don’t think you’ll ever know
If you’ll ever need me
It is extremely painful to lose someone you love. Someone very special to you. Someone who raised you up since u were small. And its worst if you are not there to see them go.
How I wish people can teleport. In times where the family needs you, or you need to see your loved one desperately before its too late, just to say one last goodbye, just to see that smile on the face.
I was watching so you think you can dance, i cried in one of the choreos. It was danced by Robert the contestant and Allison choreographed by Travis Wall.. It’s about her mum going through her struggles and journey of her life, and how the son appreciates her.
I was reflecting and thinking about my grandparents. How lonely are they staying there without their son and daughters around. My mum goes back once in awhile to check on her. The old man is getting weak and how I wish I can do my all to help them get through their last few years. I want to appreciate them.
I almost forgot the most important thing as a Malaysian. Independance.
I dedicate this song to every single Malaysian out there. We’re still Malaysians. We are 1. No matter how far we are, no matter how undivided we are, no matter where we end up. Merdeka!
Have you ever felt guilty of something that you have done? And you wished how you can turn back time so that you won’t repeat the same mistake again. If only there was a reset button or rewind, where you can go back to that state of time you made that mistake.
On Saturday night, a few of us gathered in my house to record a Father’s Day song, had so much fun singing, dancing and making mistakes. (: At the end of it I lost the whole recording, felt really bad and guilt rose from my heart. I couldn’t believe what just happened, if only I was more careful and at least save the work first. IF ONLY. I really felt bad especially for the gang who sacrificed their time for this recording.
I prayed, yeah best thing to do at this time is to pray, reflecting what did I do wrong previously and why was I punished this way (why do I always think I am punished when things don’t go my way ><). At the end of it I chose to forget about it and move on (like what my mum always said).
Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
God has been very good to me, all the time. I found all the recordings in some secret folder after a few sighs and moans. Praise the Lord for He always knows what I’m going through and always cheering me up. I smiled from ear to ear looking at the recordings and thought what would happen if I don’t have Jesus in my heart.
Life has no reset buttons. Nor rewind. Keep persevering. Keep pressing on. Leave all your worries and difficulties onto Jesus. There is nothing to big or even to small for Him to handle. (:
After previous failed attempts at blogs, I decided to start another one, promised to put my heart into this. It is time to really put my thoughts into words, knowing someday I will look back, smile and reflect of what I’ve gone through.
I will never know someday, words can turn into beautiful things. A few lines can turn into a beautiful song. Rants can become an inspirational video. Joy and sadness translates to a beautiful choreography. Stories becoming testimonies. I would never know.
Refresh me. Inspire me. Encourage me. Let me play. Let me dance. Let me sing. Let me pour out. Let me explode.
